|Counting the Omer|
While the end goal of the time of the counting of the omer is the Feast of Shavuot, we've yet to see a year when any of the groups that do the counting have somehow come into sync. This is always a bit troublesome to our thinking as we relate it to the gathering of believers in the upper room and the outpouring of the Ruach Ha'Chodesh upon the talmidin or disciples. The Scriptures says of the talmidin "that they were all of one accord", or one mind. Whereas, believers today find little to agree on it seems.
Lest, someone should think that such discrepancies are the invention of modern Messianics, rabbinical Jews, or any other believers that chose to follow and live by Torah, check out the history of this Biblical command and you will find that even in the lifetime of our Messiah Yeshua, there was plenty of controversy ongoing over when to begin the count. We've finally reached the point where we've simply determined to keep the commandment as best as we can and we just do it.
Back in 2009, when we first determined to count the omer, DannyLee and I decided that we would count dimes in a little glass dish as we had no idea what it meant in reality to "count omer". To our amazement and ongoing amusement, during our first count, dimes would appear in DannyLee's path throughout the time of the counting. As we added each one to our little dish, it was as if each dime had a story of it's finding, though those stories have blurred over the years.
The appearance of dimes continued throughout 2010 and 2011 and we slowly became "used" to this annual event. Each year as we prepare ourselves for Pesach and the Feast of Unleavened Bread, the counting of the omer slowly rises to the surface of our consciousness and we wonder if there will be dimes once again to be found. In some ways, this has become our own personal little miracle or something like a private joke between us and our LORD.
This year has been no different though our mental states have been challenged by some long and difficult circumstances and our enthusiasm has been somewhat lagging. As we faced the ongoing concern and re-visited our understanding of the Scriptures through our Torah studies, we found nothing new to cause us to reconsider what we have been doing all along. DannyLee determined the date that we would begin and then it slipped from our minds.
Last Monday, we were once again given a gentle reminder that it was our time to be counting the omer. I'm not sure what the frequency of finding dimes is versus that of finding pennies, nickels, or quarters. I wouldn't be surprised by an internet search to see some kind of study done of the chances of this. Simply put, in my daily experience, finding pennies is pretty much the norm and anything else is a small cause for excitement. Not because I put any great value in money, but because long ago, the stories of "Pippi Longstocking" gave me a love for the art of "thing-finding". (You'd have to be a fan of her books to know what I'm talking about here!) I love finding "things" and that "love" extends to shells, interesting rocks and all the other stuff that falls from pockets or gets tossed about in the wind.
Anyway, back to my point! I was away for the day on Monday and came home about 4 in the afternoon. As I walked from the truck to the door, I was focused on the quickly receding snow in our little "yard". We have a small boardwalk that we salvaged from a construction site nearby that keeps us up out of the muddy sand and a small grassy area with a small fire pit and a picnic table. All of this has been buried to the top of the picnic table and beyond for months in snow. Now it is almost all but gone.
Just as I reached the door, I stopped dead in my tracks and just stared at the dime that lay there before me. Now it's a safe bet that that dime had fallen out of DannyLee's pocket as he pulled out his keys to come in after walking Ariela. I'm not going to try to blow smoke or dress this up as some kind of "divine intervention". What makes it more than that for us, however, is the timing and the fact that it was a dime. I could tell you that it's rare for DannyLee to drop anything out of his pockets and even rarer for him to be carrying coins in them as we keep a jar for spare change readily at hand to prevent that, but I'm not in the business of trying to convince anyone of anything. For us, it is what it is.........a reminder that it is the time of the counting of the omer ...............and so we count!